stress

Hello :)

I know I should have written something earlier but life was pretty busy and stressful over here.

I am just realizing that I’m in desperate need of fresh air. I haven’t left my town since March 2020 and it’s been harder for me to stay in that same town/environment for too long. As you know, stress is a big deal in my life and lately, stress has been visiting me every fucking day. And sometimes it can be some “good” stress, and I can be very excited and happy about something, but stress would still fuck up my mind and body.

Maybe it’s the fact that I’m down to 1 pill instead of 2 and maybe my body is readjusting to that, maybe it’s life, maybe it’s the fact that I get to work in my bedroom every day since March 2020, maybe it’s the stressful environment I live in, maybe it’s the fact that I’m putting so much pressure on myself with my new business, maybe it’s the routine, maybe it’s all of these things. It’s probably all these things. But stress has been harder to handle these days. I still do whatever I can to feel better with all these breathing exercises and yoga etc. But still, stress is still very much here. It’s been harder to breathe, and it’s very annoying.

Soooo I’ve been planning a few trips, and I think it will help me a lot. And I cannot wait !!

I don’t have much to say on today’s blog. But I’ll just say that I’ve been doing my best to keep my head above the water these days. It’s really hard but I will get better :)

Virginie