Am I good enough?
Yesterday I did a little appearance on a local radio station out here in France to talk about entrepreneurship. That was my first radio interview.
I didn’t do an amazing job but I also didn’t do a horrible job. Whenever I do something, I always feel like I am not good enough. I’ve suffered from this my whole life because my family would always make me feel this way. So doing something new makes me feel even more insecure. But I’ve been forcing myself. I’ve been getting out of my comfort zone. Even if it’s fucking scary. After this little interview, I felt proud but I also felt like I wasn’t good enough and I thought about all the things that went wrong. It’s hard to let go of these traumas. It’s hard to heal.
But I’ m proud of myself for doing this, for saying yes to new opportunities because I want to live and learn and experience new things.
On another note, I prefer being the interviewer 😂
Hope you have an amazing day 💙